How To Permanently Detach From A Narcissist

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There is a lot of information already on the internet about the “no contact rule” and how to implement it. The problem is with the passage of time, people develop relationship amnesia and just around the time relationship amnesia begins to set in, the narcissist, like a tornado, will regenerate and strike again. No contact is good but going Stover is even better. No that wasn’t a typo. Stover is a term a friend of mine coined that means the relationship is “So Totally OVER” or Stover. Going Stover is a lot like going no contact only on Red Bull, and best of all it protects against dreaded relationship amnesia.

Tornadoes are the most powerful and deadly weather phenomena on land. Like narcissists, they destroy everything in their path and hurl debris over great distances and the second you rebuild they will strike again. Fortunately, taking the added measure of going Stover is like kryptonite to the vortex of the narcissist’s tornado from ever regenerating.

WHAT IS STOVER?

Stover is not just no contact, no response for a certain amount of time to clear your head and heal your heart. Stover is a frame of mind. It’s your new mantra. It’s rejecting anyone who doesn’t appreciate you. It’s closing the door forever and putting a padlock on it. It’s accepting the relationship is finished, and there’s no turning back, no matter what. It’s ensuring there is zero possibility of any reconciliation or potential for a future friendship. It’s letting go of the need for vindication or hope of an apology. It’s accepting that the outcome was inevitable. It’s building an impenetrable fort of protection. It’s erecting a boundary that is indestructible. It’s reacting proactively to guard against relationship amnesia. It’s feeling confident about permanently ejecting toxicity from your life. It’s crossing the bridge, then throwing a grenade over your shoulder and blasting the bridge to bits. It’s diffusing the narcissist’s vortex from ever regenerating. It’s taking back your power. It’s the sum of many small actions that equal complete and total self-love. It’s the loudest silent message that the relationship is not just over, it’s So Totally OVER! (STOVER).

WHY STOVER?

Let’s be honest. Break-ups are hard. Being broken up with is harder, but a breakup with a narcissist is pure hell. But it is also a gift that is only realized once all that residual brainwash has had time to fade away. A narcissist’s manipulation tactics only work on certain types of people, although you don’t necessarily have to adopt the label of co-dependent just yet. There are many people who are not co-dependent but are susceptible to a narcissist’s manipulation tactics. These people usually are emotionally generous, empathetic, forgiving, honest and willing to take responsibility. Narcissists view these qualities as vulnerabilities or weakness and use them against their victims. In reality, these qualities are strengths the fragile narcissist is totally void of. “It’s like the popular quote says: “It’s more courageous to have a soft heart in a hard world,” than the opposite. The answer is not to become like the monster you’re battling or the vampire who bit you but to recognize that the qualities that are part of who you are, are the qualities that put you in danger in the presence of toxic people. Embracing the mind frame and implementing the guiding principle of going Stover when breaking up with a narcissist is the added protection that guards against getting sucked backed into the narcissist’s vortex and decreases the chances that it will regenerate in the future.

Before I explain the guiding principle of going Stover, it’s important to identify the 3 main emotional re-entry points that need to be addressed.

HOPING FOR CHANGE

Some people have a difficult time closing that door, much less changing the locks because they tend to see the good in people and hold on to that hope that their ex will change. So they say and act as if the relationship is over, but in their heart of hearts, they clearly leave the door cracked slightly open. They cling to the hope the narcissist will reach some sort of divine epiphany that causes him/her to feel remorse and show up at their door, olive branch in hand, repenting for his/her misdeeds while reciting a litany of I’m sorry’s.

Narcissists may come back and apologize and say every last word you have hoped to hear, crocodile tears and all. Their make-believe remorse will be short-lived. Once you are back under their spell, the mask will slip off again. Only this time, an eviler version of the monster within will reveal itself.

RELATIONSHIP AMNESIA

Emotionally generous people are typically forgiving to a fault, usually to their own detriment. With the passage of time, their non-grudge-holding nature causes them to remember the good memories and forget about all the horrible things the narcissist said and did. The memories of all the constant criticisms over the most minor and trivial things transform into constructive criticisms. All the out-right lies get downgraded to over exaggerations. Even though the narcissist blamed them for every single problem in the relationship, they remind themselves that they weren’t exactly perfect. They fail to recall the insanity of the crazy-making conversations that left them scratching their heads in disbelief, feeling invalidated and wanting to bang their heads against a brick wall.

Learning to set clear boundaries by quickly expelling toxic people from your life is a good habit to practice. The more you do it, the easier it gets and protects you from relationship amnesia.

FRICTION AVOIDERS

Then there are people who leave the door open a crack because they hate leaving things on bad terms. Any kind of friction in their lives produce feelings of discomfort, so they avoid ejecting people from their circle, even when they know it’s for their own good. Their peacekeeping nature isn’t comfortable having enemies, so they settle for a large circle filled with a lot of frenemies.

Sometimes things don’t end well or neatly like we would like them to. Sometimes endings are messy and complicated. Learning to be comfortable and confident in your decisions without worrying about being liked or what others think is an essential step to happiness and recovery.

Even when you implement no contact, no response, at some point, whether it takes 5 months or 5 years, most narcissists will pull the ole’ boomerang trick. They will try to test the boundaries of no contact just to prove they can and assess how much control they still have over you.

Failing to recognize and address re-entry points and the reasons for leaving the door open, however so slightly, allows the narcissist to pull the ole’ boomerang trick and bounce back into your life.

Since I have yet to hear about a narcissist who has reappeared because they truly loved their ex or sincerely realized the errors in their ways. There is no reason not to completely go Stover and slam that door shut and change the locks. There are only a few exceptions where it’s not possible to go Stover- if you are co-parenting children with the narcissist, work with the narcissist or some other reason, then limiting contact and modifying the guiding principle of going Stover to fit your situation is the second best option.

THE GUIDING PRINCIPLE OF GOING STOVER:

Remember Stover is a state of mind. It’s a mantra. It’s permanently ejecting toxicity from your life. There is only one main guiding principle of going Stover and that is to batten down ALL the hatches. Now that you are aware of the possible emotional points of re-entry, it’s time to focus on all other possible forms of re-entry and extinguish all potential avenues for cyber-assault.

FACEBOOK FIRST:

Typically, the narcissist will not immediately de-friend you from Facebook because it would deny them the added enjoyment of cyber-abusing you by making negative, vague or outright lies about you via comments on mutual friend’s posts or on their own page and by flaunting the new love of their life. The social media displays of their new relationship utopia are just another manipulation tactic to deceive you and everyone else in into thinking that you were at fault for the relationship’s end and they finally found a person who is worthy of their greatness.

Even if you aren’t still Facebook friends, there are still some very important steps you can take to protect yourself.

This step is not for the faint of heart, but you will thank yourself later for following this suggestion. If you are Facebook friends, go to your ex’s Facebook page and delete every comment you made on every post. If you can, do it when you think your ex is asleep and will not notice the disappearing comments. Then delete your ex’s comments on your own Facebook page. Delete all pictures of your ex or save them to a file on your computer labeled trash to delete at a later time after you have cropped the narcissist out. Now you’re ready to delete and block your ex from Facebook.

Why go through all this trouble?

Because if you delete your ex without first wiping away your comments from his/her Facebook page, when you update your profile picture, even after you delete and block them, they will be able to see your updated profile picture by viewing any comments you’ve made on their page and vice versa. Do you really want to see all those lovey-dovey profile pictures of your ex and the clueless new victim while viewing your page? And your ex does not need to stay updated on your love-life either. Of course, you are going to hit the gym and look 100 times better, especially since the N stress has vacated your life. And it’s oh so tempting to want to rub all your hotness in their face, but this relationship is Stover, so none of that matters and you don’t want to give them a single reason to return.

If it’s too late and you have already deleted them, or they deleted you, don’t worry. Just go through your Facebook page and manually delete all their comments and pictures and then click the block button. If they have blocked you, just block them right back, just in case they decide to ever unblock you.

Next, it’s time to delete and block all their family members. If you feel inclined, you can send a polite message to anyone that you may have become close with explaining your reason for deleting them is not personal but something you feel you need to do. Then do the same with any mutual friends that you suspect may be on their team or may share information about you. It’s better to error on the side of caution. You only want to surround yourself with people who are 100% team (insert your name here).

ALL OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA:

Once you have cyber-sealed Facebook, make a list of every social media site you are on, even ones you don’t use often and delete and block your ex, his/her family, and any and all suspected allies. This will not only prevent the potential for contact, but let’s face it, we all get curious, and these steps will prevent the urge to cyber-peak. Staying updated on your ex will not only keep you stuck and re-open old wounds, but it opens you up to the myriad of narc-sadistic cyber-abuse tactics. The less you know, the better. Remember what curiosity did to the cat.

OTHER FORMS OF RE-ENTRY:

PHONE: Change your ex- narcissist’s name in your phone to Psycho, Narcissist, Don’t Answer, Sociopath, Loser, or whatever creative and fitting name of your choosing. If you receive a phone call, let it go to voicemail or use the block option on your smartphone. If you receive a text, don’t respond. Don’t even respond that you will not be responding. If they are harassing you or incessantly texting or calling you, CHANGE YOUR NUMBER.

EMAIL: You can either block their email address or adjust your email settings to have any emails from their email address go to directly to your spam file. Or, you can choose to do nothing. If you receive an email in 5 months or 5 years, don’t open it. Forward it to one of your real friends. You know who they are. They are the ones that can’t stand your ex and never share any information with you they may have heard through the grapevine about your ex because they care about you and know that staying in the know about your ex’s life will harm you more than help you. Let your friend decide if there is anything in the email you must be aware of, chances are there won’t be. Do the same should you receive any form of ex- N snail mail.

CLEAR YOUR HOME OF ALL REMINDERS:

Now, that you have cyber-erased your ex from your life, it’s time to clear your home of any reminders. Go through each room and put every picture or memento you have in a box and drive that box to the nearest dump or better yet, invite your friends over for a ceremonial bond-fire. Remember, the relationship is Stover, no use holding on to anything that you will never need. If there is an item that you just can’t bear to part with at the moment, put it in a box and give it to one of your real friends to hold on to for you.

MUTUAL FRIENDS:

Now it’s time to prepare for the possibility of running into mutual friends or worse, your ex. The best way to do this is to avoid going to places where you might end up bumping into your ex or your any mutual friends. Sounds simple enough. But with that said, you have every right to live your life, so if you happen to bump into mutual friends, don’t mention your ex, don’t ask about your ex, don’t even utter their name. If your mutual friends bring up the subject of your ex up or try to pump you for information, just politely change the subject. They will get the hint.

If you run into your ex, remember this relationship is Stover for a reason, probably for hundreds of reasons. This is not the run of the mill typical breakup with an emotionally healthy person. Healthy people never mention their breakup on social media much less show up in pictures with their new soulmate within weeks of breaking up. You don’t need a therapist or psychiatrists to officially diagnose your ex with a personality disorder for proof. If you landed on this site or any site about narcissism, then that’s all the proof you need that your ex is toxic and no good will ever come from maintaining an open door of contact with them. You don’t owe them anything! Not a hello, not a hi, not a hey, not eye-contact, or a disingenuous smile, nothing!

If you want to “heal it, you have to seal it,” so take that big red stamp and officially declare the relationship- STOVER- So Totally OVER!

breeheadshot1Bree Bonchay is a Los Angeles based licensed psychotherapist who believes relationships are the currency of life. She’s dedicated to helping people heal from break ups, recover from toxic relationships with narcissists and sociopaths and to never settle for a life less than the one they dreamed of. She is a Blogger, Advocate, Facebook Toxic Relationship Recovery Forum Administrator, Radio Guest Expert, and is the Author of the book, I Am Free.

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184 thoughts on “How To Permanently Detach From A Narcissist

  1. This article was very helpful. My ex an extremely abusive narcissist both physically and mentally he left after he found out I was pregnant in December. I ended up having to up a 2 year restraining order on him a few weeks ago in fear of my life because he wanted the pregnancy terminated and had sliced open my face back in September. As of today he is in Mexico with his new victim posting on Facebook. I love the STOVER concept and he wants nothing to do with our future daughter denying of course that it is his. How can I go STOVER when I will be having his child? Any feed back will be greatly appreciated.

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    • Do yourself and your future child a favor and raise her without him. A loving man will be happy to claim her as his daughter. Both her and you deserve better. Do not subject her or yourself to the abuse… It could mean your life. Stop focusing on him
      And start focusing on you… I left my ex narc after 6 years and it’s only been a month of no contact and I’m feeling amazing. It gets easier I promise!!!

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  2. Thank you for outlining Stover. It really helped in my healing process. I had done most of the things, but having it put into words how malignant the relationship was, how he fit the narcissist pattern to a T, was very emotionally freeing. I finally realized I never mattered to him, except as a source to shore up his narcissism. The truth does, indeed, set you free. Peace be with you.

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  3. Hi Bree, I have just finished reading your article on how to permanently detach from a narcissist.
    I was dating one for nearly 3 years. I have read so much about narcs, but crying so much this wasn’t registering with my brain. Until now, 7 weeks after he decided to leave me and 4 days later telling me over the phone, he has moved on and that he deserves so much better and that his kids loved me very much and that there hearts will be broken now that they will never see me again. He told me his new love interest/girlfriend saw pictures of me and his kids all over his Facebook, so he deleted everything about me and slapped pictures of her instead showing her off at expensive restaurants, going out for drinks, spoiling her, lovey dovey via facebook messages. I have never been on facebook, but a friend told me. He said he never took me to nice places because we always fought. But I cooked, cleaned and loved and looked after his kids. Anyway I could go on and on with my horrible abbusive 3 year relationship. The point is he found another victim who is confident in business & owns her home, like I was. He only owns a cheap car and rents, but loves label clothes, looking clean and sharp, spending money on dinners and so on, but no money in the bank. And he would tell me he couldn’t have sex everyday, but a ex friend now told me he slept with her while we were broken up for a couple of weeks and the whole 3 hours spoke and bagged me, apparently Im crazy ect ect… I caught him on dating sites so many times, he continued to work all over me and use my love for his kids as a weapon. He turned his whole family against me before leaving me exactly what you have written in previous blogs Bree. His mum always stuck up for me and I know misses me as she can probably see me for who i was. It doesn’t matter, I chose to go Stover from 3 weeks ago, blocked on mobile and Instagram even blocked his new girlfriend.
    I just want to say thank you for writing everything in this article in a point form way and it’s shocking me while I read it, as I’m still scratching my head in allowing myself, a perfectly intelligent, beautiful, bubbly, caring, sensitive soul to fall for such a blood thirsty Devil such as him. It’s all about him showing the world, look at me! I have this great woman on my shoulder and she has money. Look at me everyone. But his mask will need to fall off eventually, unless she’s that sucked in already.
    I am trying and doing my best to find my strength again and move on better than ever for me, he has sucked out my bubbly happy energy, but it will return. It also doesn’t help me, he lives 5 minutes up the bloody road and revs his car past my house when picks up his kids from primary school. I feel trapped inside my own home sometimes. It used to anger me, him putting me down and saying lies about me in a sly cunning manipulative way, but speaking to friends and a phycologist about it, I am very slowly finding my strength again. I’m sick of waking up with him and her on my mind and crying. But I am doing my best to get over it. Remember, he was always sleeping with girls behind my back and walking all over me, apparently I walked over him… so he says. I was his maid, babysitter, mother and cook, and trophy girlfriend, minus the sex, passion, respect and of course no birthday, Christmas, Valentines presents ever. He had his hand out for me to buy him, his kids and his parents presents.
    He is a low nasty vindictive who used manipulation and cruelty against me.
    I hope he is alone and very sad and miserable one day.
    P.s He promised me that we would have a child together and wanted me to borrow against my house or sell my house to build new home for him and his kids. I got sick of his lies, I fell pregnant with a donar sperm while we were on our last 3 week break. I bumped into him on Boxing day 2016 and he was fussing and nervous around me, sucked up and made up for around 8 days, then I told him I’m pregnant. He was pale and shocked and No Congratulations. Then his girlfriend came back from Queensland and I rang him as per normal and he got very nasty, made me cry. And dumped me for someone else that owns a house and is a single mother but more confident than me.
    There you go, the knife was getting twisted in my heart and Left him a message with so many tears and hurt and shock; I said you have no heart or conscience, you a an evil person with poisen running through your veins. You’re toxic. F… you! But nothing bothers him, he got enjoyment and satisfaction out of hurting me, but annoyed that I went ahead to have a child. He said you don’t need me, get on with your life, I’m happy and have moved on. But still chooses to rev his V8 past my house. Go figure…
    Anna

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  4. I love this article.. Im going thru a bad breakup almost 3 months no contact. But a friend of mine saw him with the new girl.. I couldn’t stop crying tonight.. I decided to read to try and calm me down.. It worked..
    Thank you

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    • Hi Renee, I’m glad that my article and others helped you through. I have been no contact for 7 weeks now, with my hormones up shit creek and 13 weeks pregnant, the last thing I should be doing is waisting unecessary energy and emotional tears on such garbage. But unfortunately I do. He doesn’t deserve my tears.
      I was asked by my phycologist today, why are you upset? I said because he replaced me behind my back. But my ex narc was always cheating non stop with so many different woman at a time whilst with me. The phycologist asked, don’t look inside yourself, but ask yourself, not why he chose you, but why did you Anna choose to be with him. We were not suited in appearance, character, values, respect, future plans, family backgrounds, nothing. I was just coming out of a physical, relationship while doing IVF andy ex narc accidentally, yes on a dating dite. It was the 1st time for me and he was the 1st person to contact me. I slowly dropped my guard and my values and lowered my standards so I could understand him. I fell in love with his kids and him. But my girlfriend said, I wasn’t in love, just chasing him constantly and thinking he would settle down, but a leopard will never change his spots. The bottom line is, I will grieve my hurt and anger and am starting to accept that she has done me a favor but being with my ex fuck up of a narc. He can whisper bullshit and empty promises in her ear. She is also alot like him, but the Bulls will eventually need to but heads.
      He has an addiction like a drug addict, he needs new victims, to boost his ego and make him feel like his GOD! Indestructable… He will break, but at a later stage, remember he is on honeymoon period for now. These narcs have no morals or souls, they need one (1) independent, intelligent, attractive woman beside them to show everyone, I can do better than the ex, she was phyco! Look at me everyone! But I bet that my ex will have backup still texting him and will eventually stray.. Guaranteed… they have an illness.
      I never wanted him in the end and by me falling pregnant, pissed him off even more.
      7 weeks and I’m doing my darndest to get him out of my mind and concentrate on breathing and enjoying life again. She will eventually get the same misery that I got and his ex fiancé.

      Anna xx

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  5. Im healing from 7 years and counting eith my N. I set myself back by being intimate and I feel drained after going no contact no sex for 2 months. Im very lonely.

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  6. I have been receiving EMDR therapy from my counselor. I’m telling you it has saved my life. For anyone who is suffering from narc abuse this therapy cuts the healing time in half the time of conventional therapy. 4 months ago I was a wreck, on anti depressants and anxiety meds. Now I can see a future without out him and his abuse. No more meds and truly happy.

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